Thursday, July 29, 2010

mental illness




A mental disorder or mental illness is a psychological or behavioral pattern associated with distress or disability that occurs in an individual and is not a part of normal development or culture. The recognition and understanding of mental health conditions has changed over time and across cultures, and there are still variations in the definition, assessment, and classification of mental disorders, although standard guideline criteria are widely accepted.
Currently, mental disorders are conceptualized as disorders of brain circuits likely caused by developmental processes shaped by a complex interplay of genetics and experience.In other words, the genetics of mental illness may really be the genetics of brain development, with different outcomes possible, depending on the biological and environmental context.
Over a third of people in most countries report meeting criteria for the major categories at some point in their life. The causes are often explained in terms of a diathesis-stress model and biopsychosocial model. Services are based in psychiatric hospitals or in the community. Diagnoses are made by psychiatrists or clinical psychologists using various methods, often relying on observation and questioning in interviews. Treatments are provided by various mental health professionals.
Psychotherapy and psychiatric medication are two major treatment options as are social interventions, peer support and self-help. In some cases there may be involuntary detention and involuntary treatment where legislation allows. Stigma and discrimination add to the suffering associated with the disorders, and have led to various social movements campaign for change. Most recently, the field of Global Mental Health has emerged, which has been defined as 'the area of study, research and practice that places a priority on improving mental health and achieving equity in mental health for all people worldwide'.


Causes




Mental disorders can arise from a combination of sources. In many cases there is no single accepted or consistent cause currently established. A common belief even to this day is that disorders result from genetic vulnerabilities exposed by environmental stressors. (see Diathesis-stress model). However, it is clear enough from a simple statistical analysis across the whole spectrum of mental health disorders at least in western cultures that there is a strong relationship between the various forms of severe and complex mental disorder in adulthood and the abuse (physical, sexual or emotional) or neglect of children during the developmental years. Child sexual abuse alone plays a significant role in the causation of a significant percentage of all mental disorders in adult females, most notable examples being eating disorders and borderline personality disorder.
An eclectic or pluralistic mix of models may be used to explain particular disorders, and the primary paradigm of contemporary mainstream Western psychiatry is said to be the biopsychosocial (BPS) model, incorporating biological, psychological and social factors, although this may not always be applied in practice. Biopsychiatry has tended to follow a biomedical model, focusing on "organic" or "hardware" pathology of the brain. Psychoanalytic theories have continued to evolve alongside congitive-behavioural and systemic-family approaches been popular but are now less so. Evolutionary psychology may be used as an overall explanatory theory, and attachment theory is another kind of evolutionary-psychological approach sometimes applied in the context of mental disorders. A distinction is sometimes made between a "medical model" or a "social model" of disorder and disability.
Studies have indicated that genes often play an important role in the development of mental disorders, although the reliable identification of connections between specific genes and specific categories of disorder has proven more difficult. Environmental events surrounding pregnancy and birth have also been implicated. Traumatic brain injury may increase the risk of developing certain mental disorders. There have been some tentative inconsistent links found to certain viral infections,to substance misuse, and to general physical health.
Abnormal functioning of neurotransmitter systems has been implicated, including serotonin, norepinephrine, dopamine and glutamate systems. Differences have also been found in the size or activity of certain brain regions in some cases. Psychological mechanisms have also been implicated, such as cognitive (e.g. reason), emotional processes, personality, temperament and coping style.
Social influences have been found to be important, including abuse, bullying and other negative or stressful life experiences. The specific risks and pathways to particular disorders are less clear, however. Aspects of the wider community have also been implicated, including employment problems, socioeconomic inequality, lack of social cohesion, problems linked to migration, and features of particular societies and cultures.

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

cibai?

Dakara, kanashii imu? Tabun ureshii nyūsu. Hōpu kare wa bakkin to shiawase' no IM. Mo watashi wa imu no yō na kare no' ushinawa kanjiru...Hōhō de, atarashii otokonoko no tame ni omedetō'.
*aku tgh mengarut ni. haih*

Rabu

MJM.
Dr isnin aku dah sakit tekak. Maybe cuaca.
perit sgt.
Now suara aku agk kembang sedikit.
mlm td aku bantai durian.
aku tak boleh tido.
gile bpeluh2. Baru 4 ulas...belum 4 biji lg.
jam 5am baru dpt lelap. Tu pon 6.25am aku bangkit.
haih~
lame kan aku x update?
yeke?..
ok la.
aku asik termimpi2 sesuatu ni.
tskk..tskk..
no no no!

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Love You Till End

I just want to see you
When you're all alone
I just want to catch you if I can
I just want to be there
When the morning light explodes
On your face it radiates
I can't escape
I love you 'till the end

I just want to tell you nothing
You don't want to hear
All I want is for you to say
Why don't you just take me
Where I've never been before
I know you want to hear me
Catch my breath
I love you 'till the end

I just want to be there
When we're caught in the rain
I just want to see you laugh not cry
I just want to feel you
When the night puts on it's cloak
I'm lost for words don't tell me
All I can say
I love you 'till the end

*wink*

Love this song..sgt2...

none..

tiada ape yg aku nak mengarut.

cume aku ade kat opis. Masih bekerja. Pejam celik, pejam celik..da 4 tahun 3 bulan aku kat sini.



mcm tak percaya jek.

da 25.



dan mcm tak percaya yg aku dah lame tinggalkan zaman sekolah n belajar.

oh ye.



aku rindu saat study.



dan sebenarnya aku masih berkira2 utk sambung belajar. Tp bila da bekerja, kemalasan+lembab tu tiba.



boleh ke aku sambung belajar lg?

mampukah?



atau setakat aku sambung belajar. Tp pointer cukup2 makan...ok. Series otak aku lembab gila.



aku sebenarnye da mula penat.

walaupun kerja aku ni ade kala nya buat aku penat.

sampai mlm2.



aku tak kisah. Cuma aku da penat dgn persekitaran kerja mcmni. Semuanya adalah BAHAYA.

semuanya formal. Skema.



Jujur aku cakap, lau org nampak aku kat luar tgh lepak2 ngn kwn2 aku. Mesti org tak percaya aku kat opis skema. Bukan skema sgt. Tp mcm tak amik port sgt hal persekitaran. Aku tak tau segala gosip2 yg berlaku lam opis. Hidup aku adalah depan dua PC.



haruslah aku behave kat opis kan?

kat luar, aku punye pasal lah nak buat ape kan?..hehheheh.



bosan. Sampai satu tahap, aku mcm nak mintak tukar. Kerja kat tempat baru. Tempat corok, jauh dari org. Jauh dari org gila. Ragam manusia yg pelik, jelek n hipokrit.



Well, aku pon hipokrit kat opis.

Nampak mcm baik. Hakikat?



tapi tu sal lain. Bialah org nak kata apa. But aku bukan kacau org. Cuma aku dgn life aku je. Btul?



Rasa mcm nak kerja kat Majlis Daerah Kuala Selangor duhhh! Sane mcm aman jek.

hahaha. Gila sewel plak kan?



Haih.

Berangan.



If lah bakal suami aku kerja di Johor atau Penang. Mahupun Sarawak. Aku boleh mintak tukar kan?

hahah..mcm best je keadaan tu.



Ok fullstop. Takyah nak mengelabah.

aku da takde benda nk mgarut, so terhasil lah entry tulus ikhlas ni..

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

please respect

again.


Btw bile aku PMS, aku xde la moody seperti sesetengah perempuan lain lalui.

aku ok.


cume sengugut tu yg buat aku tak tahan.


dan berkenaan bile org buat sesuatu perkara yang buruk kat aku. atau erti kate lain. Evil job..aku cepat sgt lupe. siyes..maybe marah utk 5 minit.


aku baik.

sgt..


penyabar?


iyeee..sgt2..smpi aku bia org tindas aku. Aku happy


tp bg aku, lau perangai kau mcm ni. Aku da rase cukup jelak n muak.

so fucked up ok.


JUJUR dr hati aku ni.


bila ngn aku. kau kutuk sane. kau dgn sane kau kutuk aku. kau kutuk sini kau kutuk sinun.

dah?


kau adalah 100% baik?

perfect?

sampai semua org kau rasa slh.


kau betul?

oh fine.


aku dgr kehidupan kau sgt bagus. Alhamdulillah.

patut bersyukur.


dgn rupa parasa kau yg cantik.


ok. BERSYUKUR.


tp igt hati org yg kau kutuk depan2. yg Kau hina depan2 ni. sapa nak jage?

Belajar la cara hormat org. Tak kira la melalui gaya, sikap atau tingkah laku..mahupun kata2.


tak kira la kau muda ke tua ke. Belajar respek org. Dgn yg perangai umur nak lanjut tu pon da cukup sial bagi aku.


haih lah manusia.

aku juga tak perfect.

semayang pon masih tercicir2..betul itu dosa aku.


aku tau kau semayang tak tinggal. Tp apesal MULUT kau gila cibai weh??????


walaupun mulut aku kdg2 jd langsi dan puaka. ada sebab. aku tak mulakan dulu..melainkan ada org yg mulakan dulu.


so..my bad. buat ape lagi kasi semua org puas hati?...dah boleh sgt da kau amik tombak tajam..ha tikam tepat kat jantung aku ni...*

Saturday, July 17, 2010

tuntut

Like i always do.
sabtu adalah hari bekerja utk org2 macam aku.
sapa mcm aku?
sapa bkpp?
angkat kaki?..
dah tak rasa apa. aku anggap yg aku kerja 6x seminggu. Takpe, tambah pendapatan.
i kan tade komitmen.
kononnye. haha..
seb baik my bf pon tak kesah.
btw. aku tatau aku happy atau tak. Yg pastinya my other half balik hari ni. yeayyy..cuz de ade interview lagi kat Bangsar yaaawww.
Alhamdulillah. If dapat. Mean rezeki kami bdua la hendaklah.
Bukan tak puas dgn apa yg ada. Tapi tak salah untuk mencuba meningkatkan taraf hidup serta tambah pengalaman kan?
3 minggu tak jumpa. So, banyak da movie2 kat pawagam yg aku tinggalkan. So mau tuntut ini hari n esok. Sila jgn ganggu i date ya.
eh.
over!
aku rasa aku makin banyak makan. hohoho.
camne ni?
masalah yg same sepanjang tahun. Masalah tidak dapat diet.
ok la. nak buat kerja.
nanti2 aku update lagi ea.
take care semua
(aku nye blog mang mgisahkan 98% ttg life aku kan? perasan lah aku ni...)

Monday, July 12, 2010

Juara nye

SPAIN.
okla, walaupun aku tak teruje pon. Tp sebab abg torres ku ade kat situ..
congrats la.
oh ye, aku rindu encik bf.
haih.
haih.
gediikks

Friday, July 2, 2010

Menjadi Betty seketika

tahu ape mengelabah?
aku lah tu.

perasaan 30 minit yg lalu, menjadi sorg minah selebet.
kelam kabut masuk dlm lift.

*nganga*

dewa dr kayangan kah?

abaikan. Itu sungguh comel. Suasana tadi. haha.
Ops.

ok.

aku staybck. Aku lapa.

hanya maggi hot cup.

minggu ni dan minggu lepas aku duk makan megi! weh weh.

kne buang tebiat ni.
seminggu 4x megi.

omaigosh!
mamak megi.

kat opis megi hot cup!

no wonder aku nak botak. Eh patut la aku kurus. SIGH

tak tu TIPU.
aku tetap gemok seperti dulu.